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new new new!! [24 Nov 2004|09:24am] [ mood | awake ] i honestly don't remember if i wrote this entry..... but, I made a new account. check it out: i miss my LJ friends--add me!!! post comment

people make the biggest things outta something stupid [25 May 2004|08:23am] [ mood | annoyed ] The Stupidity of America: so i was listening to the news on the radio driving home after dropping jackie off at school this morning, and they were talking about this picture. and how its "not right" went on about clay fans being pissed off...blah blah blah. so while reading entries of an american idol community (tomorrows the finale!!!) i came across the picture. and OMG!!! WHO CARES PEOPLE! you can tell just from looking at their faces in the picture that its one of those "joke" pics. why are people makn a fuss over it?! because its clay aiken? jesus christ people! WHO CARES!!! look at your own pictures, im sure you all have pictures like these in your albums..... Clay Aiken just lookn out for my boy :P <3 4 comments|post comment

finally!!!! [23 May 2004|11:11am] [ mood | chipper ] I finally figured it out!!! By god it took tooo long! So after going through Coach, D&B, Vera Bradley and deisgners I finally figured out what I want. and where was the lucky clutch? somewhere i didnt think i would find: LV!! but if i find out that its over my price range then i'm fogetting about it. i have to call the store in KOP tomorrow to see if they have it and how much it cost. but its something simple, cute, classy, etc. its good for when i'm going out or dressing up. i like it :) ( finally! ) 1 comment|post comment

love isnt real...... [23 May 2004|10:54am] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | musicvideos.com ] so an eventful day yesterday! went to work, found out i was early so instead of waiting for dave jackie and i decided to take a 10 min roadtrip! and man oh man was it fuuuuuunnnnnnnnnn!! :) i saw a goat ontop of a barn just chilling there! hahaha! (should have taken a pic!) then we went back to work, jackie dropped me off and i went in. work wasnt half bad. i worked an 10.5 hr shift, not too shabby. i got $31 in tips! :D :D :D!!!!!!!!!!!! wooohooo! who would have thought! didnt do much after work. was too tired. stupid me. and grounded supposely? idk. and gas is makn me mad! its now $2.03 on the black horse pike? wtf??? its bad enough i have to pay for gas myself, god forbid jackie chips in....ahhhh this world is going mad! yep i'm still emotional! stupid stupid stupid! cried during work yesterday, and cried this morning. "its a breakthrough!!!" -janette. grrrnesssssss stupid stupid stupid. sucks that i'm not your star.....i have come down to this theory: love is only real in the movies!! post comment

Looking in your eyes/ Seeing all I need/ Everything you are is everything to me [20 May 2004|10:19pm] [ mood | thoughtful ] [ music | everytime- britney spears ] so another torturous day. the meds made me feel worse today. i was so drained. mother brought me to the library so i could get another book cuz i finsihed the one mrs anderson gave me to read (a lil lengthy, but i would suggest it. nicholas sparks is an "excellent" writer). so from walking around and being somewhat "active" for those few mins i came home exhausted. the same thing happened tonight when my mom and i took a quick trip to wawa and acme. and ya know what? this sucks! i need to get better, esp cuz i have work saturday morning :( so enough with the complaining....(sry guys :-/). talked to the roomie tonight. poor girl she was trying to tell me a story and ask for advice and i just couldnt do it, i couldnt concentrate and i was falln asleep. I'M SORRY!!! <3, but i was disappointed that they didnt stop by like they said they might. even tho i wouldnt have been too funn cuz i was quite out of it. so i must admit that ive been listening to britney spears a lot lately. only for the lyrics mostly. not too bad. but i still disagree with the image she is trying to portray. but ya know shes probably just lost and confused (idk). which i can relate to. like her, i'm growing up. But I've been realizing a lot. ya know, life is hard but i shouldnt hide like i have been doing this year. yeah i'm sick of putting myself out there, trusting people and letting them walk all over me. but i need to stop doing that. i mean yeah i got hurt in the past, real bad too, but thats life. i need to start facing the world with its unpredicable events and reasons and just grow and learn from them....right? so i will now go "ponder" (cuz thinking is bad? haha right janette?) and lay down cuz sleep is important!...g*night! ::edit:: jessica simpson's sister has a song out??? huh didnt know that! the song itself was decent. just like every other song of that type (its called pieces of me) else i guess. but then again i'm a lyric freak. songs are good unless they have the lyrics, then comes the music :P. but again, thats just me. ah i need to go back and read the lyrics then listen to the music to determine if the song is good or not. haha i love doing that! :) oh and another thing! american idol? is it me or is this season just WEIRD and very unpredictable? (it is keeping me on my toes tho which is good) i'm glad that diane made it to the final round. she has an incredible voice. but i have a feeling that fantasia is going to win :( I DO NOT LIKE HER! her and her stupid food jokes. honestly i see some fakeness in her? but anyway, question!: now that jasmine was kicked off, who do you think the hawaiis votes are going to? fantasia or diane?? oh and alex!!! you said you taped the last eposide of one tree hill right? if so, can i borrow it?!?!?! ---pretty please! :P ::edit edit:: - mother brought me balloons today!!! it made me happy :) i love balloons! - new layout for LJ background. tell me if you like, or if you can see it! :) <3 post comment

"in-ter-est-cin" -melissa from school! haha she cracks me up with that! [19 May 2004|08:30pm] [ mood | sore ] [ music | brown eyed girl!!! ] last night i had work from 5-close. and man was it fuuuuuunnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!! almost everyone was working. 3 guys on for maintenance, 1 ball boy, 3 girls to clean snack bar and me on register. oh and al who was there just to chill and wait for his sister so he kept me company. it was fun. and nights like that dont normally happen, so i enjoyed it!! i closed with dave who was training kevin c. fun stuff! i ended up staying longer than i expect to. ah it was beautiful we had so much fun! i couldnt stop laughing! :P i love fun people! today i had the wisdom teeth takn out. (the bottom two, the top ones were takn out in july of last year-- according to mrs c!) and man oh man. it did not go well!!! they had to keep stopping in the middle of surgury, and they had to keep giving me drugs and i was so pale and lightheaded they didnt want me to go home right away. it was such a mess!!! the doc already called me twice since ive been home. then when i was finally allowed to go home it only got worse!!! i couldnt talk and that made me incredibly sad! :( i wouldnt stop bleeding and at first i didnt even know i was bleeding cuz i couldnt feel anything! and i started to cry for no reason at all. (the doc warned me that i would do that ::sigh::) but bottom line, it was a horrible experince! i am not lookn forward to tomorrow! --its suppose to get worse! BUT thank god for ed! he was talkn to me and everything, makn me feel better afterwords and before hand. hes a good guy for doing that! i'm really lucky to have him as a friend...and i hope his show goes well in DE tonight :) so right now i hope i am allowed out of the house so i can watch american idol with mrs anderson!! my mother wont let me do anything! and im not allowed to be alone in a room, they are so nervous!! i feel like im locked out! all im allowed to do is sit and watch TV. thank goodness for wireless and books! i <3 to read!! post comment

i'm lovin' it [18 May 2004|09:00am] [ mood | content ] [ music | hanson -penny and me ] so a quick update on what ive been doing: thursday-i got to see lauren lew! it was great catching up with her! i had so much fun :). friday- went out to lunch with my mom, brian and his mom which was fun! that night brian and i headed over to ed's house and, as always, it was a fun evening. :) saturday i was mom for the day because mi madre was down the shore opening the the shorehouse. then i worked from 430 to close. i didnt get outta there till 11 and i was exhausted! i dont even know how i had enough energy to drive home :( as soon as i got home i went straight to bed! esp cuz i had work really really early the next morning. sunday- opened and worked to 5:00 -many things happened haha. stupid people thats all i gotta say ;-) after work i went to see Troy with kevin and brian. good movie! brad pitt and orlando bloom were HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yesterday i cleaned my room, tooked down every poster/picture that was on my wall and put up new ones. wow was that an experience! so many memories came back to me when i glanced at every picture :( today is tuesday and i have work again! come visit me!!!!! (5 to close!) you all should know by now where i work :P ooooh! i saw matt desanto and mr c at work on sunday! that was exciting! so anyway i will be missing american idol! :( but dont tell me what happens! mrs anderson or angela is taping it for me and we are all gonna watch it before we watch american idol on weds. oooh i'm soooo excited! i dont like fantasia! i hope she goes next!!!!!! hahahaha. wednesday is also going to be TORTURE!!! wisdom teeth are coming out that day :( def not lookn forward to that ::tear:: but on a GOOD note: concerts concerts concerts!!! oh boy theres some good ones coming up! ALEX WE NEED TO GO TO THE CLAY AIKEN CONCERT!!! PRONTO! HAHA :P 2 comments|post comment

you [17 May 2004|11:05pm] [ mood | touched ] [ music | maroon five- harder to breathe ] amissingdream: he keeps me strong amissingdream: we dont need to be the best of friends amissingdream: i dont need to talk to everyday amissingdream: or even think of him everyday amissingdream: he just the kind of guy that puts a smile on my face amissingdream: or brings a memory to me when i'm feeln low NeTtErNuTs1344: wish i had that amissingdream: or even looks at me without thinking amissingdream: he has this way of speaking with his eyes which is really awesome .... NeTtErNuTs1344: haha ur a poet and u didnt know it i love friendships!!! :) <3 post comment

word usage [14 May 2004|12:08pm] [ mood | hungry ] [ music | B101 ] amissingdream's Word Usage 1. i (198) 26. we (23) 51. if (13) 76. too (10) 2. to (144) 27. have (23) 52. one (13) 77. around (10) 3. the (126) 28. this (22) 53. went (13) 78. cool (10) 4. and (117) 29. go (19) 54. back (13) 79. oh (10) 5. a (75) 30. then (19) 55. as (13) 80. an (10) 6. my (62) 31. fun (19) 56. its (12) 81. can't (10) 7. that (61) 32. up (18) 57. want (12) 82. night (9) 8. was (56) 33. get (18) 58. class (12) 83. c (9) 9. with (55) 34. her (17) 59. been (12) 84. she (9) 10. it (52) 35. see (17) 60. because (11) 85. dogg (9) 11. in (49) 36. will (17) 61. got (11) 86. well (9) 12. of (43) 37. love (17) 62. just (11) 87. janette (9) 13. me (42) 38. are (17) 63. do (11) 88. over (9) 14. you (42) 39. at (16) 64. now (11) 89. think (9) 15. is (42) 40. what (16) 65. know (11) 90. school (9) 16. for (41) 41. going (15) 66. actually (11) 91. work (9) 17. so (41) 42. time (15) 67. some (11) 92. or (9) 18. on (36) 43. all (15) 68. from (11) 93. more (9) 19. but (34) 44. him (15) 69. dont (11) 94. ya (8) 20. happy (33) 45. when (15) 70. about (11) 95. here (8) 21. out (30) 46. good (14) 71. new (11) 96. people (8) 22. he (28) 47. surrender (14) 72. his (10) 97. little (8) 23. your (25) 48. hes (14) 73. after (10) 98. there (8) 24. birthday (25) 49. like (13) 74. always (10) 99. cause (8) 25. be (24) 50. not (13) 75. i'm (10) 100. melissa (8) Username: Word Count by Hutta. post comment

OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!! [13 May 2004|07:54am] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | CLAY AIKEN!!! <3 ] so after catching clay on Leno and American Idol the past two days I decided to check out the website to see if he would be on anymore TV shows.......but instead i got a little more: CLAY IS GOING ON TOUR AGAIN!!!! OMG ALEX WE HAVE TO GO!!!!!!!!!!!!! Catch Clay's Upcoming TV Appearances (check local listing for times) May 11th :: Jay Leno (NBC) May 12th :: American Idol (FOX) Jul. 2nd :: Good Morning America (ABC) Tour Dates July 8th :: Grand Forks, ND - Ralph Engelstad Arena July 9th :: Sioux Falls, SD - Sioux Falls Arena July 10th :: Appleton, WI - Fox Cities Stadium July 16th :: Greensboro, NC - Greensboro Coliseum July 17th :: Greenville, SC - BiLo Center July 18th :: N. Charleston, SC - N. Charleston Civic Center July 20th :: Portsmouth, VA - Harbor Center July 21st :: Roanoke, VA - Roanoke Civic Center July 23rd :: Baltimore, MD - First Mariner Arena July 24th :: Syracuse, NY - On Center July 29th :: Mashantucket, CT - Foxwoods Casino July 30th :: Atlantic City, NJ - Caesar's July 31st :: Atlantic City, NJ - Caesar's Aug. 3rd :: Kingston, RI - Ryan Center Aug. 5th :: Gilford, NH - Meadowbrook Farms Aug. 6th :: Bethlehem, PA - Riverplace Stage Aug. 7th :: Clearfield, PA - Clearfield County Aug. 11th :: Columbus, OH - Ohio State Fair Aug. 12th :: Jackson, MI - Jackson County Fair Aug. 15th :: Des Moines, IA - Iowa State Fair Aug. 16th :: Indianapolis, IN - Indiana State Fair Aug. 19th :: Hamburg, NY - Erie County State Fair Aug. 20th :: Clio, MI - TBA Aug. 21st :: Clio, MI - Clio Area Amphitheatre Sept. 11th :: Spencer, IA - Clay County Fair Sept. 15th :: Portsmouth, VA - Harbor Center Sept. 16th :: York, PA - York Fair Sept. 19th ::Springfield, MA - Eastern States Exposition Oct. 18th ::Raleigh, NC - North Carolina State Fair <3 post comment

finally an update!!!!!!! :) [12 May 2004|10:30pm] [ mood | sad ] first off i wanna say Alex Krol is the best! I'm so glad I got ahold of her tonight! now on to the bad stuff- -got a good job. excellent pay, great people, great for a resume, sold myself at the interview and landed the job......came home. mom didnt like the environment or what i would be doing. now i have to call them tomorrow and tell them that i cant work there this summer.... -have to go back out there and find another job :( -tear- THe parents want me to hit up the country club, but thats only cuz they go there....stupidness. I still want to work at coach so hopefully i can get a job there. -shit. shit. shit. i CAN NOT make up my mind about certain things. life is tough! my mood lately has been up and down and crazy....help :( -american idol! WTF!!!!!!!! why did latoya go home? no no no no no! yes i agree that Fantasia should have been in the bottom two. but for latoya to go home! HEEEEELLLLLL NOOOOOOOO!!!! Jasmine isnt the best, but i DO NOT like fantasia- she needs to go! and what was up with her shoes tonight???? eh! buuuuuuuuuuuuttttttttttttttttttttttt Clay Aiken was on Leno last night and performed on American Idol tonight!!! ahhh do i love him :P....he made both of my sucky days so much better!!! :) 5 comments|post comment

earth to dana!!! [11 May 2004|01:58pm] [ mood | excited ] so i am posting to let Dana from Cabrini know......that they had an article about LOLA RAY in the May 14th edition of Entertainment Weekly (the one with Brad Pitt on the cover).the article was short and stupid, but its really cool that they were in there!!!! :). They also gave the guys a B+ on their album!! 4 comments|post comment

anyone? [07 May 2004|04:12pm] [ mood | curious ] ok so i needs to join a gym and tone up....anyone want to be my gym buddy for the summer??? 6 comments|post comment

freeze time [30 Apr 2004|10:28am] [ music | random mix ] if i could then i would let this moment live forever. therefore i wouldn't have to hear the lies or feel the tears drop from my innocent eyes. i wouldn't want anything more or less then what there is because this in moment time freezes time and for in those few minutes i have felt better then i ever have in a long time post comment

memory [28 Apr 2004|07:23pm] [ mood | curious ] post a memory of me in the comments. it can be anything you want. then - post this to your journal and see what people remember about you. it could be any type of memory, good or bad. 5 comments|post comment

quote [27 Apr 2004|05:50pm] [ mood | creative ] "ya know things in life do happen for a reason, for example if that geeky kid didn't start talking to that random girl in gym class then he wouldnt have met his future wife in gym class. so what about regrets? well you cant go into something knowing that you might regret it later, because it will never let you live life the way you want to. but what about life? how do you know when you are truly happy? or that the best feeling in the world is sitting next to your best friend and looking up at the angelic sky, or when that boy you had a crush on for three years grabs you by the hand and walks down the street with you gazing up at the stars, i guess you just know. and what about risk? i mean you dont know want to regret it cuz you might be missing out on something truely special....." <3 me --i wrote that today during education.....lol i was bored. will update later... :) post comment

suckyness [22 Apr 2004|09:54pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | warehouse by dmb ] yeah so you all wanna know why today SUCKS???? -melissa is in the hospital because of an ashma attack -janette ran off because she thinks its her fault and i have no idea where janette is, if shes ok, and if melissa is ok :( :( :( i wish people would answer their phones!!!! so liz and i will sit here and wait because thats all we can do :( i dont know what to do :( post comment

american idol [21 Apr 2004|10:49pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Stay (Wasting Time) Dave Matthews Band ] after George finds out that he is "safe" and ryan seacrest tells him to go join the "safe" group. me:(to the roomies)how funny would it be if that wasnt the "safe" group. ryan seacrest, well george that isnt the "safe" group.... BOO YA! hahahahahaha what a SHOCK! i mean who wasnt expecting that? but in a way i was happy because i like diane and i'm starting to like jasmine. and george is TOO CUTE! did you see his little dance when he found out that he was "safe" BUT! Fantasia, ah what is with that voice! ew ew ew, she needs to go! but THE RED HEAD JOHN! why is he still here? hes B-A-D, bad as in BORING! but ya know what i wouldnt be surprised if he won because of all those stupid girls that go *GA GA* over him :-/ and i must say even tho Jennifer Hudson wasnt my favorite, i felt bad for her when she was voted off tonight... and did you see the look on John Stevens (red hair kid) face! he looked like he was going to cry AGAIN! WHY IS HE STILL A FINALIST?!?!?!?!?! ahh! post comment

"its time like these we learn to live again" [21 Apr 2004|03:02pm] [ mood | silly ] so right now i am in the education lab waiting for this teacher to come in here and help me with whats due tomorrow. hopefully she'll come soon because i am lost, i wish i knew her office hours :( i guess i'll have to ask one of my classmates instead. o well. so while i am sitting here waiting i was able to write my psychology paper that is due on friday! goo me! :) and since i finished that i have decided to update my journal!: so monday was a treat. worked on homework all day, called dana and met her, c dogg and colleen at a picnic bench behind the library. it was so much fun! i got some hw done and we played frisbee! c dogg is awesome, it makes me happy that dana likes him. funny comment of the night from c dogg: well i live in a rancher with three bedrooms....so after the funness of inside they invited me to go get ice cream with them. the ride over was fun dancing to rap music with jess and colleen. and the ride back with my abstract art. tuesday was alright. went to class, did lots of work for homework, and went out to dinner with bean, janette and melissa. watched american idol last night. booo i miss JPL! i knew he wasnt the best but he was so much fun to watch on stage. after ai we watched one tree hill. love the that show! i knew brooke was lying! i knew it! i knew it! that bitch! and i was so happy when nathan told haley he loved her and when stupid dan took out the pictures of lucas when he was a little boy, showed us that he isnt as ignorant as we thought and he kinda does like having lucas as a son even though he never expresses his feelings -idoit. so looking forward to next espoide for oth and tomorrows amiercan idol. and i think i might watch friends on thursday, i watched it last thrusday and i was sad that rachel might be going to paris. lol silly me starting to actually get into the show when theres only four espoides left -ever-! wth? haha so today was eventful. i'm liking the access program that we are using in computers. its quite interesting! i have a 95 in that class so far! but its gonna be higher cuz i still have to hand in my two excel projects! boy do i hate excel! lol its so dumb!! oh someone from my class just walked in! maybe she knows what program to use for our education program. stupid teacher for telling us NOTHING!!! grrness.... post comment

"i'm going to hold on to your face just for a little while" [19 Apr 2004|12:22pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | 2 skinny dorks ] this is dedicated to Becky and her million questions :) ive been abusing this thing by not writing in it, but that donest mean i havent been checkn out my friend's livejournals! and commenting! so let me have an update. friday- class 1055-1210, boring access stuff. but i dont seem to have a problem with it, i honestly think its easier than excel, i hate excel! during class i just talked online to ed and vince which made the class funner :). then after class i chilled here waiting for the roomie to come back from class so we could walk to our 1230s together. psychology has to be my most boring class ever. i cant pay attention its so boring. thankfully our my last test i have to write a letter to someone who has changed my life somehow. an easy assignment, now i just have to figure out who i am going to write a letter to, which is hard :( -any suggestions?. so after psychology we all jumped into janettes car (liz, guam, me and melissa) and took a roadtrip to my house so i could pick up my car for the weekend. the ride over was nice, it was beautiful outside. that night janette, melissa and i went to the mall and they sadly wouldnt let me go into coach, how mean! i was sad. i did on the other hand got some cute shirts from cool stores, and a pair of adorable sandals! :) after the mall we watched -Bring it on Again-. it was alright. Later that night i got a call from smuck and he came up to visit me -surprise surprise- :) how nice! lol. saturday- woke up, drove around with janette for a while, talking and whatnot. then came back to the dorm. kurtis came to visit melissa and joe for melissa. joes a cool guy, that was my first time actually meeting him. as we were all chilling i was gettn ready for the formal at nova. all together the formal was fun, brian engineering friends are really cool. i enjoyed my time with them. came back to the dorm around 230ish. tried to sort some problems out with friends and whatnot. dont know how it turned out somehow. try to get in touch with ed cuz he's funny when it comes to drama, but of course he didnt answer, but then again it was like 3 in the morning. chilled with janette cuz i was awake, then she went outside to kurtis till morning, and i mean morning. joe called me cuz i called him and we talked, good convo, hes a funny kid. around 430sih i was straving so i went to wawa. good stuff, walking to my car was kinda scary but public safety was following me so i didnt know whether to be scared or happy that they were watching my back. i watched how to lose a guy in 10 days (one of my fav movies!) until i passed out around 6,630ish. sunday- woke up early to get a few things together than i drove home for work at 130. ended up being home way earlier than i expect so i just chilled with the family, catherine was my shadow haha. went to work, damn it was busy! but i work with kevin which was fun. then i closed with dave, funny ass guy! haha. yeah we have been working together for 3 years........hahahahahahahahaha. after work went home to get my shiit then drove back to school. today- woke up, wrote paper, took shower, still trying to figure out what the hell i wanna wear, but who cares. beautiful day out :) off to psychology now.....BORING!!! :( :( :( BUT!!! we are tye dying shirts tonight @ 630!!! whose excited!! :) **waves hands up in the air** ME ME ME!!! *will edit this entry later....sry if it doesnt make sense* 4 comments|post comment

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